hello! good news! KoE commission is gonna open up in the 5th week of may (hopefully) mukyah!!

i cant do commission now, nor draw an illustration or comic... i am... i'm... not good!!! booo hooo hoo!!! i need time, to practice, and improve my drawing and coloring skills

i was deeply affected when i saw my grand sifu's minakami works/illustrations and the works of the people in her inner circle. when i went through their work, i felt like my skills are rock bottom. they make me feel like i never used manga studio, photoshop or sai to its full potential.

i need to imprison myself, go meditate or whatever, eat only bitter leafs, hide away in a cave, and drill myself in drawing again. i lately dont feel like my drawings have souls anymore.... like that make any sense...

i'm not crazy!!! i especially hate my latest illustration "skirt". whenever i look at it, i feel like burning my laptop. grrr!!! honestly, it seem lifeless to me.

so wish me luck on my voyage haa fuuun....